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comecatchthesehands ([personal profile] comecatchthesehands) wrote2022-03-14 02:15 pm

Deer 2 // IC Contact

[Pretty stuff goes here]

((I love inboxes a l o t. Don't even ask me, just message. Misfires, saw your user name over your shoulder, curious heroes, angry heroes, or anyone else are welcome at all times.))
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[personal profile] yandhero 2022-06-23 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
it's both.

[ the messages come in small bursts. they're texted direct. short, simple statements, full punctuation. if he's at least responding to cowed honesty without further targeted threats, it's her best option for now. ]

i don't think i'm better than anyone. most people definitely don't think so either.
that's why i wanted to be a hero in the first place.
i just wanted people to see i was living my own normal life.
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[personal profile] yandhero 2022-06-23 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
understood.

[ looks like they're switching places to stay again. ]
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cw: toga

[personal profile] yandhero 2022-06-23 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ silence. and finally: ]

yes.

[ cold, lurching terror slowly gives way to revulsion, and then to shaking, and then something else entirely. it's not quite outrage, and it's not quite righteous fury. it's petty and defensive anger for him for calling her out. it's the protective adrenaline surge for what he's threatened her friends with. it's the all-encompassing and overwhelming hate for what he'd dare to imply about sayo. it's the self-loathing for just how badly she's screwed up - for just how much she's done to jeopardize everyone's safety.

it's not love. she's already said - he's not her type. but for the first time in a long few years, himiko finds herself yearning to watch someone die.

it's not a good feeling anymore. it burns, tastes like acid. gross.
]

i understand.